
I wonder
Some times I wonder
Some times I try
Things I’ve lost some I’ve gained
Yet the thoughts that always come
Are the ones I’ve always failed
Today it’s one of those bloody days
All leading to these fucking ways
I’ve got to get the hang of it
Stand and believe in what’s in me
It’s sad to feel this way at the start
Everything I’ve lived to
All the things ive worked for
It’s an uphill struggle finding the path ..... or should I try ..... just play the part.
There are moments, days, weeks & months
All I do is just pass through
Nothing to live for but just to do
Living to go by
Existing just standing by
The mind plays tricks
The heart just keeps the ticks
The stomach gets to rumble
My whole body starts to tumble
I wonder how I wonder when
I’ll learn to see and look ahead
I wonder now if it’s too late
I’ll find my way to regain my faith
I wonder, I wonder. along and ponder
Will I make it to eternity or to an abyssal void.
As for now I’ll just wonder!